#SorryNotSorry

#SorryNotSorry for following my heart by disregarding societal norms.

#SorryNotSorry for being raw and real in a mostly fake world.

#SorryNotSorry for voicing my unbiased and brutally honest opinion, if asked.

#SorryNotSorry for keeping my personal life private because the lesser the people know, the happy you are.

#SorryNotSorry for having principles which help me distinguish right from wrong and having a conscience which compels me to do what’s right.

#SorryNotSorry for unleashing my wrath on all those who deserve it, because they just don’t stop even after exhausting all the chances given.

#SorryNotSorry for trying to strive for perfection in every aspect of life; not everyone will understand the OCD.

#SorryNotSorry for being intensely passionate about the things that I am intensely passionate about whether it is socially acceptable or no.

#SorryNotSorry for choosing my happiness over anything and everything else, without causing any harm to others, of-course.

But most importantly, #SorryNotSorry for Being Me, Unapologetically.

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One Last Time

One last time, the heart is afraid,
As the news breaks in.
One last time, the burning feeling in your stomach,
Followed by denial and grief and pain.
One last time the eyes start blurring,
As they fill up with memories.
One last time, that choking feeling,
And it gets really hard to breathe.
One last time, you see your loved one,
Lifeless, laying peacefully still.
One last time, you hope they'd return,
And it hits you that they never will.
One last time, the consolation,
That they're in a better place.
One last time, and then it all comes back again,
The last time you see their face.


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Everlasting Desires

I want to look at you, beneath the shining stars in the night sky, in perfect silence, and just observe so carefully, that I get lost in the depth of your eyes, and never find my way back to reality.

I want to hug you so, that there is no room for even air to pass through between us, that the only thing I breathe into is your body scent, and that in your arms, I can feel so safe and secure like I have never felt before.

I want to be the one with whom you can share each and every emotion, the gleam in your eyes when you're happy, the little tear drop when you're sad, the rage when you're angry, the rambling gaze when you're worried, the satisfying smile when you feel accomplished.

I want to lay you down with your head resting on my lap, listen to you about how hectic or happy or regular your day was, while I play with your hair and may be sing to you some of your favourite songs.

I want to be the first person that comes to your mind when you want to just talk, talk about your thoughts, your dreams, your aspirations, your goals, your motivation, even your complaining and whining and the experiences you consider to be causing negativity; everything.

I want to share a hot cup of coffee with you, on a cold rainy day, standing in our balcony, wrapped together in one blanket, watching the rain drops fall all over, and the feel occasional breeze that leads them to us, making us close our eyes and smile.

I want to wake up to your sweet face, on an early morning, with your hair all messed up and your face as innocent as a baby, and feel blessed to have this view of the perfectly imperfect you.

I want to massage your shoulders, as you sip on your black coffee, on a long working night, applying gentle pressure at the bottom of the back of your neck, and feel your body ease out as you sit back to relax and enjoy it.

I want to yell out your name, on a hot sunny beach, from the highest mountains we go for a trek on, from the hills that we go camping, from the cliffs that we are about to dive off, and tell the universe how much you mean to me.

I want to see you happy, always, your smile will melt away all my pain and your memories will be my happy place, forever.



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The One

It's a beautiful feeling, when you're with someone,
Who makes you happy, with whom there's never ending fun.
Until that time, that it's destined to be,
What follows ahead is sheer emptiness, loneliness and grief.
Sometimes it may feel like the end of the road,
Take that leap, start off on a new mode.
This world is huge.
With everyone searching to take refuge,
In the comfort of The One,
Who will be their soulmate, their lifelong companion.
Many will come, many will leave,
However, it still feels good to believe,
That someone, somewhere,
Is present out there,
Who will look at you in a way,
That they will not be able to look away ..
Moments spent with them would seem to be just so flawless,
That loving them would be just so effortless.
The thought of the endless possibilities is intriguing,
Though the fear of the unknown would keep retreating.
May be they will step into your life now, may be later,
May be in another life altogether ..
Nonetheless, the truth be told,
The One will be worth it all.


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I Something You, not Love..

What exactly is love nowadays?
Where dating only the hottest is a total craze.
Do we even understand its meaning anymore?
With so many options around, we think, why limit ourselves to just one person to adore?


Is this what love is supposed to be?
In a generation of the young, wild and free
Why is my view so different?
Being trapped in a body belonging to this generation with an old school mind sure does require a lot of mental strength.


Love is madness. Love is passionate
Love is magic, it decides one's fate
Is it even love if it doesn't
Turn your entire world upside down while leaving your time feeling most peaceful and pleasant?


It pokes a hole in my heart
It has the power to tear me apart
To see how shallow this world can be
May be nowadays, a kind heart really has little to no value over looks and money.


I tried my best to adopt this behaviour
That's when my conscience became my saviour
Love someone, not just for how they look
Love with all your heart, it pricked. That phrase was not made just to lay resting in a book.


So I have waited for a while now
And my wait will go on somehow
Till I find the one who is willing to
Dive into the depths of my soul rather than just say a meaningless 'I love you'.



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